Author: anxiousauthor

I'm Chelsea. Late 20s. Wife. Teacher. Bookworm. Nerd. Adventurer.
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Jul 17

Vorfreude

Who knew? English has words for all kinds of emotions I never knew existed. Sometimes you just can’t know until it’s happened to you.   Vorfreude, to me is: If you’ve ever had a quarter or mid-life crisis you know your brain can tell you to do strange things. Like quit your job and leave…




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Once upon a time there was a globalized world that sexualized and fetishitized certain body types. See, in this world, no matter what you did as a woman was ever good enough. If you’re too skinny, you’d better bulk up, because nobody likes bony girls. If you’re chubby, you’d better slim down, because nobody likes…




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Jun 9

What-ifs

Sometimes the best way to fight fire is with fire.   So I am learning that the anxious fire that burns within Can be countered by firey passion instead   What better way to prove to your consciousness that you can, and you WILL; than to push yourself out of your comfort zone?   Rewind…




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The first time her life fell apart, she was still a child. She learned to be unsure of her footing, She learned to fret, She learned to worry uncontrollably, over things which she had no control. She was made weaker, less confident.   The second time her life fell apart she was still a kid…