Author: consciousnessofagoddess

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Dec 8

I see.

Standing outside, Looking up at the sky… I see. I see with my eyes but it doesn’t feel real to me. It feels as if I’m not really here. Looking up it seems as if I’m looking through tainted glass, yet I am aware I am outside. I am a living being, but there’s home…

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One day my hair is long. One day I have zero worries about money or how much I spend. One day I feel comfortable and stylish in everything and anything I choose to wear. One day my skin will show what my mind cannot explain with the tattoos I get. One day my skin will…

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Oct 20

Balance

I’m studying psychology – want to become a therapist in marriage and family therapy. I have read about all types of disorders and mental illnesses and for all these years I have been told that we cannot diagnose ourselves just because we read something that could possibly relate to us. So since I started college,…

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Oct 11

Off.

I catch myself thinking “I want to go home” even though I am already there (physically). Is that statement something from the soul? Where is home, then? I’ll be honest. I feel like shit. I always make my posts about me but what more interesting subject than the self? I say what I can through…

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Sep 29

Back.

Hello, I haven’t been able to post lately. School started and there isn’t enough time in a day to do everything I would like to do and still have peace of mind. So much is going on everywhere and I’m trying to just keep up with my own life. The weather, the government, the bullshit.…

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I’m excited for the solar eclipse. Living in New York I know I will only get to see it partially and I don’t even have the special glasses but it is such an amazing experience nonetheless. Knowing it is happening outside, in this time where I am alive in this particular human body, makes me…

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I’m in some mental trance. I can sit at this desk and stop doing everything I’m doing and be aware that my heart is beating, my blood is flowing, I’m breathing – all inside of me. At the same time that this is all going on, the world outside of myself is moving, too. I…

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Jul 23

Levitation

At first I wanted to post a photo of a random woman levitating above ground in some meadow so that you can have an idea of how I feel. However, that isn’t my type of art. Writing is. So I guess I will better explain it that way. I am in the stage of my…

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I’m studying for my master’s degree – marriage and family therapy – and I don’t know if I walked into the wolf’s den on purpose or by mistake. No family is perfect, and I had my fair share of watching intimate partner violence at home because of my parents. We never went to therapy, and…

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When I try to fall asleep, my thoughts grow louder. I tell them to hush because my boyfriend is asleep next to me. The whispers block any peace I can bring to myself and my body starts to get stiff and I start to build a wall that leads to headaches. My best bet to…