Yes i said it , and i am not afraid to say it again…
I starve for love of anykind ..
But don’t pity on me … my eyes won’t accept that .
For my world has been ruined endless times…
in due course of relying on others … i messed with myself .. pretty often.
And at night, when i don’t find anyone else beside me. .
I utterly feel sorry for myself … getting down and doing all the things for others ..
How less i cared for my heart ..
i am sorry for my heart , for it was never loved ..
Am fooling myself every single day . And i know that..
But then .. every morning after a silent night .. i smile.
Wide open my heart and embrace the world with my love ..
I am lover in disguise …
in the pursue of making someone fell for me ,..
Luckily , someone did fell for me ..
It was only ‘ME’ .. I have discovered myself .. my flaws , my strengths
I fell in love with myself day after day ..
So, even if ..world turns around .. i still have me.