Feeling out of my element. High all day. Sort of. Lingering, secret headache. Need to finish my two homeworks but not really in a rush. I just want to go elsewhere. Without leaving here. How am I supposed to do that? How can I enjoy and not feel like I’m wasting time ? Don’t want to think about all my … Read moreElement – out of it
I believe I’m passive aggressive. This is not anything to be proud of, it is just a fact of my life. In this passive aggressiveness I catch myself giving a fake smile to people, and then talk a lot of shit behind their back because they annoyed me for whatever reason. Is it fair? not … Read moreFind my voice.
I always write about my feelings. I think that my feelings are the best way to express myself as well as connect to others. However, sometimes I don’t even know what’s going on inside of me. I try to keep everything in order – I try to understand why I feel how I feel and … Read moreIn a bubble.
Standing outside, Looking up at the sky… I see. I see with my eyes but it doesn’t feel real to me. It feels as if I’m not really here. Looking up it seems as if I’m looking through tainted glass, yet I am aware I am outside. I am a living being, but there’s home … Read moreI see.
One day my hair is long. One day I have zero worries about money or how much I spend. One day I feel comfortable and stylish in everything and anything I choose to wear. One day my skin will show what my mind cannot explain with the tattoos I get. One day my skin will … Read moreFuture me.
I’m studying psychology – want to become a therapist in marriage and family therapy. I have read about all types of disorders and mental illnesses and for all these years I have been told that we cannot diagnose ourselves just because we read something that could possibly relate to us. So since I started college, … Read moreBalance
I catch myself thinking “I want to go home” even though I am already there (physically). Is that statement something from the soul? Where is home, then? I’ll be honest. I feel like shit. I always make my posts about me but what more interesting subject than the self? I say what I can through … Read moreOff.
Hello, I haven’t been able to post lately. School started and there isn’t enough time in a day to do everything I would like to do and still have peace of mind. So much is going on everywhere and I’m trying to just keep up with my own life. The weather, the government, the bullshit. … Read moreBack.
I’m excited for the solar eclipse. Living in New York I know I will only get to see it partially and I don’t even have the special glasses but it is such an amazing experience nonetheless. Knowing it is happening outside, in this time where I am alive in this particular human body, makes me … Read moreSolar Eclipse.
I’m in some mental trance. I can sit at this desk and stop doing everything I’m doing and be aware that my heart is beating, my blood is flowing, I’m breathing – all inside of me. At the same time that this is all going on, the world outside of myself is moving, too. I … Read moreOld Souls | Castaway