Allow me to introduce myself to anyone that doesn’t know me, my writing, or who I am. My name is Mouhamad Beydoun – a 27 year old cancer survivor that was diagnosed with cancer at age 24. I really just want to share my recap of 2017. The year started off strong – coming out … Read moreThank you 2017
Like yourself, not just the Facebook likes. Smile through hate and fuck what they say because everyone is going to die and not everyone is living. We all complain about the shit we want to fix but never do so. All I hear from people is you poor thing and the only thing running in … Read moreNot for a status
 Thanksgiving Two days before Thanksgiving, my counts were rising up while my self-esteem was falling. The moment I was waiting for – after being isolated in a room just to myself and my thoughts – I was finally going to be able to see freedom again. I was super excited for turkey and it … Read moreThankful for everything
Hi everyone. Recently, I’ve really been enjoying making videos and writing out my thoughts. After my cancer journey, I realized that I can and should use my experience by sharing it with others, showing them survivorship, and hearing out other stories that may relate to mine. We all struggle with different things … Read moreStarting a New Chapter
MY HARDEST FIGHT My Hardest fight|BONE-MARROW TRANSPLANT Night Before Halloween night 2015 was a weird night… while seeing the whole city celebrate,I remember thinking if it was really going to happen the next day. As the fear grew stronger,I felt a feeling of reassurance knowing that I will make it through. To quickly get my … Read moreMy Hardest fight
WHAT IS FAILURE ? What defines failure? You can look at it as being one of two things: failure or a come-up to your success. A month and a half ago, I was in the midst of finally starting to get my life back together. For the first time in a really long time, I … Read moreWALKING AWAY TO FIND HAPPINESS
I come from 4,600 miles away Which takes 8 hours by plane to get to, 0.025 seconds by spaceship, or 150 hours by hot air balloon. I come from the core of a female Which makes me a daughter, granddaughter, and sister But also, hopefully, a future mother. I come from the sign of the … Read more
Why did you think that you could just come and did what you did? Who the fuck do you think you are? Let ME tell you something.. you made me heartless. You made me turn into this monster that no one wants to be around. I don’t even want to be around myself at … Read moreA LETTER TO AN OLD FRIEND !
I am a young cancer survivor. I’m not here for a pity story; I’d rather hear a congratulations. I just want to share my knowledge and perspective of how I got to where I am in my life today. Cancer really fucking sucks; it stopped me from doing a lot of things and it also … Read moreNever allow failure to define you
As the drags grows tighter the flower burn’s faster thought’s become deeper deeper becomes darker darker becomes….