I haven’t been felt like writing for a while now. It’s definitely a type of therapy to get my thoughts out of my head, but it’s like I haven’t known what to say about my feelings and situation. I’ve been finding it hard to find the motivation to even the smallest of things like wash … Read moreA Life Less Ordinary
Just because I’m not an oracle of calmness doesn’t mean that I’m irrational. Just because I’m angry at you and your friends and your family doesn’t mean that I’m an unkind person. Honestly, I don’t express such anger unless provoked. Having all the people around you stand and judge me, say I’m unsuitable, say I’m … Read moreLet Me Be
A poem dedicated to my fave… It’s the last time. The very last time. No more ‘one more times’, this is the last time. It is not a ghost of our relationship, he is the ghost of the boy I loved. A shell of the beautiful boy who loved and cared for me so much. … Read moreThirsty Thursdays of Recent Times
I need you to know something. When I’m depressed, I’m not myself. Or maybe I am myself…it’s hard to imagine ever being happy. When I’m depressed, I don’t mean what I say. If I’m upset or angry with you, I don’t mean to be. However, it means I’m not getting what I need to in … Read moreWhat You Need to Know
It has engulfed me, seeped into my pores and is holding me down.
It’s fair to say that this week I have felt very alone in the vast wilderness of my mind. I haven’t been a friend to myself. I used harsh, cruel words in my thoughts about myself or my self talk. Some of the words I have used about my self have been dumb, weak, unlikeable, … Read moreNo Friend of Mine
It feels like there is something heavy on your chest, something that distracts your piece of mind. There is no other feeling like that – what could I have done differently? Was it all my fault? What if I never met those people? Memories. Pleasant ones turned into ones you want to forget. Forever. Whenever … Read moreThe magic art of moving on
This is the end of my journey, my trip to San Francisco. You can learn more about my adventures in love and happiness on my blog: Seeking A Life of Laughter. _________________________________ I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in … Read moreBravery