Author: thoughtsofacancersurvivor

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Sep 5

I come from 4,600 miles away Which takes 8 hours by plane to get to, 0.025 seconds by spaceship, or 150 hours by hot air balloon. I come from the core of a female Which makes me a daughter, granddaughter, and sister But also, hopefully, a future mother. I come from the sign of the…

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Why did you think that you could just come and did what you did? Who the fuck do you think you are? Let ME tell you something.. you made me heartless. You made me turn into this monster that no one wants to be around.   I don’t even want to be around myself at…

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I am a young cancer survivor. I’m not here for a pity story; I’d rather hear a congratulations. I just want to share my knowledge and perspective of how I got to where I am in my life today. Cancer really fucking sucks; it stopped me from doing a lot of things and it also…

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As the drags grows tighter the flower burn’s faster thought’s become deeper deeper becomes darker darker becomes….

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Dear Cancer Mouhamad, Listen, your life is going to change… You will not only change to become a person that will tackle and take down anything that tries to tell you differently but you won’t really love all the things that you thought once defined you. You are going to become this beautiful person, that…

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Please take a moment to understand depression is real. This isn’t me saying I want to kill myself but rather something that pushed me to move into really accepting who I was in a time where I really didn’t want to live with people anymore. Sometimes when dark time gets dark, suicide may feel like…

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Everything in life dies. Nothing is immortal not even earth. We live in a universe that is just one of many. I say all this because why is it that we get so caught up into things that are temporary? We make problems permanent to a world that isn’t. Imagine this: you are dying this…

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What is an illusion? According to Webster’s dictionary, it is “a thing that is or is likely to be wrongly perceived or interpreted by the senses”. So, what is a memory? Ask this question to yourself: can a memory be the same for any two people? Can the feeling of the memory be the same…

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Pain comes from suffering. Ask yourself this question: how many times are you going to repeat yesterday’s mistakes and dwell on tomorrow’s comings because of today’s pain? Now, I am not a rocket scientist but I do know that this pain comes from a place of deep emotions that haven’t been forgotten or better yet,…

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Today I am no longer a prisoner to my thoughts. I am no longer captivated by my fears and I am no longer tied down by the weight and guilt that has built up to which at times has made me become one of the worst human beings of my life, pushed me to places…