Tag: pain

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Paradise is found on the others side of this feeling. Swimming in the tears. Hidden behind a veil of chaos and confusion. Paradise lost. Paradise found. Whispering caresses of promise and peace. Paradise stolen. Or was it given away? Perception or deception? Intermingling manipulation – vining and intertwining – digging in and rooting deep. The…

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I often sit and contemplate how different my life looks from moment to moment – season to season. In my youth I never thought about the seasons of life; beyond Winter, Spring, Summer, and Fall, I was unaware that life was ever-evolving. A child completely oblivious to forces of nature, directing one’s thoughts, will, and…

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It’s hard to believe six months has passed since my full two-week return to work. My crash and burn moment. The all-knowing response of my mind and body telling me “accept that your life will never look anything like it once did. Twist, toil, and hope all you want; life evolves, whether you like it…

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I found a way to let go… Been wondering if I should make this post spiritual or plain hardcore. The thoughts are like a war; into your head then out, getting stuck in the bed with a frown. I’m tired of walking cause walking makes me think, tired of thinking cause that makes me speak.…

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Just enjoyed re-reading “The Ugly Duckling” and accompanying commentary. It is remarkable to me how often so many will only be drawn to and acknowledge those of like kind. In all honesty, how many times do many of us run instinctively towards what is different from us? How many are more interested in staying with…

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This is my song to the Neverland. A place were dreams and nightmares share the same diet plan. A little goes to black people, I guess we all just dumb fans. It’s easy to judge from a place of love but, man that’s kinda rough. Love is a luxury when you part of the minority,…

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BayArt - New Perspective on Life
Sep 22

Catalyst

All pain serves as a catalyst. Pain is either a catalyst for depression or a catalyst for action. Sorting through my mental file cabinet lead me to this discovery. I noticed a pattern behind many of my past challenges. Climbing out of adversity required a decision. The decision to leave toxic relationships. The decision to…

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Aug 17

GOLD

Here’s to the things I never did. To things I never was; I did you and I did us. A little bit of both and they called us fake love. Trauma was our friend cause we laid addicted to life’s fake stuff. But truth be told, this life was getting frail and old. How we…

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I’ve been looking for you ever since my big head has made its way into this world – Big brains come with big dreams. You were always out of my reach, A big wild threat above my head Teasing me mercilessly Leading me in circles. Isolated among gray crowds I’ve wandered, Looking for comfort in…

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What are fake noodles called? Imposter! Do you know what the un-friendship zone is? Its that moment when you get the who is this response message after saying hello to a so-called-friend. Then you get the which Judy or which Nick is this afterwards. I didn’t want to come across as being salty because of…