Since that first post I have had real troubles implementing any sort of plan to move ahead and then the other day I figured out why.
I have a friend in Ireland that I bumped into online and he contacted me the other day in a panic because he had relapsed into doing heroin and had nowhere else to turn for help.
I consoled and counseled him and gave him all the advice I myself do not follow.
Like magic, I saw him brighten, he called me special and said I really helped him out and changed his life. He told me that he thought fate brought us together and that he really thought of me as a really good person and a friend.
Did I exit that conversation a little extra sad then I came into it?
Yes, I did.