Her heart is full of dreams and adventures & within this girl that is so scared to not be perfect, reality is trying to be perfect at everything will ALWAYS bring you to failure. I love her though & if she wasn’t perfect, I would’ve died. At one point of my treatment, the doctors wanted to put a breathing tube down my throat in ICU of Mount Sinai. She fought with them telling them it was because of the heavy use of dilaudid they gave me and that it was more temporary than the tube would’ve been. If she wasn’t so perfect she wouldn’t be her. I’m starting to learn how to accept her for her. I love her. My soul